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One Name Between Us (Chapter 10: Jealous of His Sister)

Pilar brought the new print-shop schedule folded into quarters. Nadia could tell from the way she kept it in her hand that this was not a request to negotiate. It was the result of a conversation she’d already had somewhere else.

“They’re giving me Thursdays and Fridays,” she said. “Actual hours. I can do your alternating Saturdays and a Wednesday if I trade a shift. I can’t be here for Friday afternoons after this week.”

Nadia set down the invoice she was checking. “Take them.”

“You promised two Fridays. I did them. I’m not leaving in the middle of a job.”

“I know. I’m glad the hours are real.”

Pilar’s expression eased only a little. “If you start getting more work, tell me before you hire somebody who’s never met a mat cutter.”

“I will tell you. I can’t promise there will be more.”

“I didn’t ask for a prophecy.”

Pilar unfolded the other side of the schedule. She had written a list of tasks she could finish during a Saturday without Nadia hovering: package completed orders, receive new work, check a mat against the ticket, log a pickup. A second column held what she still wanted Nadia to teach her. Glass replacement was first.

“You made a syllabus,” Nadia said.

“I made a way for you to leave the front room without shouting through the curtain every time the bell rings.”

“You could already do most of that.”

“Then stop acting surprised when I do.” Pilar pointed to the first Saturday in April. “I can take the counter alone for two hours. Pay me for the responsibility. If the work doesn’t support it after a month, say so.”

Nadia looked at the job ledger. Pilar was asking for a trial with a price and an end point, not a vague future. “Two hours on alternating Saturdays,” she said. “At the higher counter rate. We’ll review it at the end of April.”

“Now you’re negotiating.”

“I own a business. Occasionally I remember.”

Pilar grinned and wrote the rate beside the list. Nadia felt a modest lift that had nothing to do with offering a grand opportunity. She could pay for two hours of work well done. It was enough to begin.

They went through the shelves together. The shop could close at four on Mondays and Thursdays without failing any delivery already promised. Nadia changed the window card by hand. She hated making the hours smaller while Martin’s fixture debt still sat in the ledger. But she hated the idea of inventing business to keep Pilar more. A customer arrived as she was taping the card to the glass and asked if things were bad.

“We’re changing the hours,” Nadia said. “The work I have is booked. If you need an evening pickup, call me and we’ll arrange one.”

The woman looked relieved; her picture was due the following week. Nadia felt annoyed that a truthful answer could still sound like a reassurance. It was the answer the woman needed, not a report on Nadia’s pride.

After lunch Eric’s response for Bea arrived. He had written in short numbered lines and attached a pencil sketch of a hinged wall. Nadia could see him trying to make the explanation accurate without assuming Bea knew the vocabulary. He had also added a first sentence that was more trouble than the rest: I’m glad you want to know what I do. Maybe one day you can come see it.

Nadia showed Bea the whole message when she came in after school. She did not remove the invitation.

“He didn’t answer my question first,” Bea said.

“Not in the first line.”

“He sounds like Miss Laird when she says the stage is a home for everyone.” Bea lowered herself onto the office stool and read the numbered steps. “He says the wall turns on a steel pin at the floor and another at the top. The audience can’t see the pins because the kitchen counter moves in front. That’s better. Why does he draw the counter sideways?”

“I don’t know.”

“I should ask.”

“You can.”

Bea kept the sketch on her knee. “I don’t want to go watch him work. He said maybe, so I don’t have to answer that part, right?”

“You can answer only the part you want.”

“I’m going to tell him his arrows are confusing.”

She wrote her response on the back of a scrap: Do not invite me yet. In your drawing, the counter looks like it crosses in front of the wrong door. Is there a wheel? She read it to Nadia once, then added, I liked the pins. Nadia sent a photograph of the page as Bea had written it. Eric answered by the end of the day with an admission that his first drawing had put the counter on the wrong side. Bea laughed so suddenly that Pilar looked out from the workroom. She showed Pilar the second sketch, and the two of them argued about whether a hidden wheel was cheating.

“It depends where the audience sits,” Pilar said. “If someone in the side seats can see the wheel, it isn’t hidden.”

“Then you paint the wheel black.”

“Black is a color, not magic.”

Bea carried the sketch to the window and held it against the afternoon light. She could not see the stage from here, only the marks of a man who had tried to answer her. “I like that he said his drawing was wrong,” she said quietly when Pilar went back to work.

“You were right about it.”

“He could have acted like I couldn’t tell.” She folded the paper along the edge of the drawing, then unfolded it so the crease would not cut through the wheel. “I’m keeping both versions.”

Nadia found a clean folder but did not offer to take charge of it. Bea put the sketches in herself and slid them into her backpack. She had saved Martin’s apology on her phone and had not answered it yet. Nadia thought of that without saying it. People entered Bea’s life by different doors; a well-drawn hinge did not close any of the others.


Oliver and Lucia came together on Saturday for the theater-marquee photograph. Nadia had mounted the old curled print so the image kept a faint bow under the mat. Oliver walked in first, carrying a paper bag from the bakery. Lucia followed with an expression that made it clear she was the one who had ordered him to bring food.

“You must be Nadia,” Lucia said. She was a little shorter than Oliver, with dark hair cut close at the nape and the same family eyes made sharper by a different way of using them. “I wanted to see the picture before he puts it in a hotel room where I’ll need an appointment.”

“You can take it home yourself if he hasn’t paid,” Nadia said.

Oliver held up the bag. “I brought a preliminary offer.”

“That’s breakfast,” Lucia said. “Pay the woman.”

Nadia unwrapped the photograph on the counter. Lucia bent over it, and her whole face changed. The two people under the marquee stood in a rainstorm, one holding the hat like a tiny roof over the other. The curve in the paper gave the scene a little depth, as though the rain might run toward them.

“She always said it was his hat,” Lucia said.

“Because she was wearing it,” Oliver answered.

“No, because he stole it from someone on the way to get her.”

“You weren’t there.”

“Neither were you.” Lucia turned to Nadia. “This is how he argues when evidence might exist in a sugar bowl. He has no respect for the archive.”

“I’ve met the sugar bowl,” Nadia said. “It seems to hold arguments as well as photographs.”

Lucia touched only the wood of the frame. “You left the curl.”

“Oliver asked me to.”

“He can be right about a thing once a year.”

They laughed. Lucia asked how Nadia had kept the paper’s bow without letting it touch the glass. Nadia turned the frame and showed her the small spacers hidden beneath the mat. The photograph could move a fraction as the weather changed. Lucia said her grandmother had put the picture in the sugar bowl because she couldn’t make it lie flat in an album. Oliver insisted the bowl had also held buttons, cash and a key to a room no one remembered. Lucia shook her head. “She knew exactly what it opened. She liked letting us guess.”

Nadia brought out a scrap of the same paper she’d used for the mount. Lucia touched the edge and asked whether it would yellow. Nadia explained why she’d chosen it, then admitted that no material made an old photograph immune to heat, hands or sunlight. Lucia said she would not hang it opposite Oliver’s brightest window, despite his claim that he wanted to see it in the morning. Oliver objected that the apartment had five windows and every wall faced one. The siblings began a serious argument about which corner had the gentlest light. Nadia marked two possibilities on a rough sketch of the room Oliver drew on the back of his receipt. She found herself enjoying a family dispute in which her expertise mattered but no one asked her to settle the other parts of their history.

Oliver paid, and Nadia wrote the completed pickup date on the job slip. He lifted the mounted picture from the counter. Lucia took it from him immediately. “You’ll hit the doorframe,” she said.

“I have carried larger frames.”

“I know. I’ve seen you damage them.”

Nadia was enjoying them until Lucia mentioned that she and Eric used to settle these arguments for Oliver over late food after a load-out. “He would side with me even when I was wrong,” Lucia said. “Mostly to annoy my brother. We haven’t done that in ages.”

Oliver’s face softened at Eric’s name. “He’s busy with this build.”

“I know. He sent me a picture of the wall.” Lucia looked at Nadia. “You’ve seen it? The kitchen that turns?”

“Bea has a sketch.”

“That sounds like Eric. He once drew me a diagram of how to get a couch through my apartment door. The diagram was right. The couch wasn’t.”

Nadia smiled, but a flare of jealousy took her by surprise. Lucia knew the old jokes, the breakups, the coffee after work. She had a place beside both men before Nadia had met either of them. Nadia did not want Lucia to apologize for living her own life. She wanted, for an unreasonable moment, to be more than the person receiving the latest story.

“He redrew the kitchen for Bea,” she said. “The counter was on the wrong side.”

“That also sounds like Eric,” Lucia said with a grin.

Lucia tipped her head. “Oliver tells family stories as if he’s the one who discovered the ending. Did he tell you our grandmother trained us to be bad at cards so she could win?”

“He told me she gave the winnings back.”

“She did. After she made us ask properly for another game.” Lucia balanced the frame against her hip. “I used to think the hotel belonged to her because everyone there knew her name. Oliver thought it belonged to us because he saw the paperwork. It took us both years to understand what she had to do to keep it open.”

Oliver’s amusement faded. “She did tell you more than she told me.”

“I asked. You were busy asking which room would be yours.”

“I was eight.”

“And persuasive.” Lucia smiled at Nadia. “Don’t let him tell you I won every argument. I only remember the ones I did.”

Nadia liked her in that moment more than she expected. Lucia had come for the photograph, the person under the hat, and a chance to tease her brother. That made Nadia’s jealousy more embarrassing, not less real. She wanted to learn the family without pretending it had been waiting for her.

Oliver glanced at Nadia. He caught the change she had tried to hide, though he could not know all of it. “Where do we hang this?” he asked Lucia, lifting the frame an inch in her arms.

“Your apartment. I want to see it when I come for dinner.”

“You only come to criticize the food.”

“I also criticize the furniture.”

Lucia thanked Nadia for the care she’d taken and carried the photograph out herself. Oliver lingered at the counter. “I didn’t warn you what she was like.”

“I like her.”

“That’s a cautious sentence.”

“It’s a true one.” Nadia tapped the pickup slip. “She knows you better than I do. You don’t have to make that less true so I can feel flattered.”

“I wasn’t going to.” He reached for her hand across the counter. “I can tell you a new story about the couch, if you’d like an advantage.”

“I don’t want an advantage. I want dinner at your apartment one day so I can see where the photograph goes.”

“Wednesday?”

“I thought Wednesday was noodles.”

“We can have noodles at my place. Five windows and a questionable sofa.”

She squeezed his hand. “You owe me the windowless place first.”

He kissed her fingers before Lucia called from the sidewalk that he was making her hold a heavy picture for romance’s sake. Nadia laughed despite herself. Oliver went out to help his sister. The framed photograph left the shop in Lucia’s arms, and Nadia marked the job complete. There would be no need to bring it back to give the lovers an ending.


That evening Bea had a stage-painting session at school and Rosa had offered to walk her home. Nadia checked with both of them before she closed the register. Bea wanted an hour at Rosa’s afterward to watch a cooking contest. Nadia said yes and told her when she would be back. Oliver had offered to bring dinner to the shop because the week had run long. Nadia had accepted and meant to eat it with him upstairs. When he arrived with cartons still warm from the noodle place, she kept him in the workroom first.

“Lucia was right about the photograph,” she said.

“Which part?”

“It belongs where she can see it. I was jealous of how much of you she already knows.”

“She’s my sister. You’d lose a contest of childhood stories.”

“I don’t want the contest.” Nadia lifted the lid of a carton. Ginger and hot oil rose into the air. “I think I wanted to know whether there’s room for a different kind of knowledge.”

“There is.” He ate one noodle from the carton, impatient with the fork. “You know I order the wrong jam and read menus upside down. Lucia doesn’t know either unless you tell her.”

“Those aren’t my strongest claims.”

“Give it time.” His smile came with a seriousness beneath it. “I’m not making you visit the past to earn a place in my present.”

Nadia looked at him. The sentence could have been polished, but the noodle caught at his lip and ruined any chance of grandeur. She took the fork from his hand. “You’re dripping sauce on a customer’s backing board.”

“Then take me somewhere with furniture I can ruin.”

She locked the shop door, checked the upstairs light and led him into her small apartment. It was not the hotel room with three windows or his apartment with five. There was a box of Bea’s painted cardboard beneath the kitchen table and a stack of clean laundry on the couch. Oliver put down the food and waited while she moved the laundry herself.

They ate with the cartons between them. He told her Lucia had hung the picture in his apartment before he could object. Nadia told him Bea had challenged Eric’s arrows and made him correct his own drawing. They talked about the things they had missed in each other’s days. Later, when the cartons were empty, Oliver kissed her by the sink. She wanted him to stay, and she said so. Rosa would bring Bea home at nine; there was time, and Oliver did not behave as though it had to be stolen. They went to Nadia’s room and closed the door. When they came out, she heard Bea’s key at the downstairs entrance and laughed at the precision of their timing.

Oliver left before Bea came up, at Nadia’s choice. She met her daughter in the hall with the cooking-contest result to report. Bea noticed the empty cartons and asked whether the noodles had been good. Nadia said they had. The smell of ginger lingered after the door closed, and she was pleased that the evening had happened in her own crowded place.

“One contestant put salt in the whipped cream,” Bea said as she hung her coat. “On purpose. He thought it would make it taste more like caramel.”

“Did it?”

“It tasted like salt. Grandma said he should have stopped pretending and made a sandwich.” Bea took the last cold noodle from a carton and ate it before Nadia could offer a plate. “Was Oliver here long?”

“A while. He brought dinner. He left before you came home.”

“I figured. His coat was on the chair earlier when Grandma called.”

Nadia turned. “You came up?”

“To get my other paintbrush. You were talking in the kitchen. I went back down.” Bea shrugged. “I didn’t think you needed me to announce it.”

Nadia looked at the chair where Oliver’s coat had hung. She had wanted an evening that belonged to her, and she had wanted Bea to come home to a house that still felt like hers. Both could be true without a rule precise enough to prevent awkward moments. “You can come into your own apartment whenever you like,” she said.

“I know.” Bea put the empty carton in the recycling. “I’m not mad. I’m just glad the noodles were good.”

She took the two Eric sketches from her bag and spread them on the table beside a homework sheet. Nadia sat across from her with tea. They compared the misplaced counter in the first drawing with the corrected one and laughed once at how difficult a single turn had become. The shop, Oliver and Eric existed in different parts of the day, yet here were all their traces on the same kitchen table. Nadia left them there while Bea finished her homework.